This once clueless, flighty girl
Now weeps in this excruciating time of growth;
All the years of being comfortably numb are catching up, and I can’t hide any more;
I won’t hide;
Festered into rage and resentment.
All my lonely tears are crashing into me; I’m drowning.
The hurt runs deep in my veins and into my heart;
Why did I deserve this?
Are you satisfied?
Dragging this baggage is too heavy anymore;
I’ll simply leave it and I won’t look back.